The pain in my heart is so heavy
My body has no feeling left
Tears running down my eyes
Unloved is how I feel
I wake up and your not there
I call and your not picking up
I need you and you are no where to be found
Walking in your door
Seeing you smile
Happiness is what I saw
Goodies in my box
Looking up and guess what I saw?
Happiness right in front of me
The look of your eyes
the smile on my face
Happiness is what I saw
Your arm wrapped around me
The sound of your voice
The touch of your hand
Your lips touching my skin
Happiness is what I have
Your smile
Shining bright
Your eyes
Blue as the sky
I'd do anything to have you once more
Your lips
Your touch
Both leave me intoxicated
I'd do anything for you to be with me once more
Nice as you are
As little as I see you
As much as you take your time with me
I yearn to be with you once more
No matter what I do, its never enough
No matter what I say, its never enough
Actions don't speak louder than words
Progress is no such thing
I'm back to square one
Two steps forward
Two steps back
Why can't I just go forward?
All I want is consistency
What do I have to do for stability?
What do I have to say?
I love you but I want you to love me too.
I care for you.
I need you to know that.
Both of you.
Anger
Apprehension
Indifference
This is how I feel towards you
Why did you do what you did?
How could you do this to me?
What were you thinking?
This is what is going through my mind
Let it go
Move on
Forgive
This is what I have to do
I forgive you my friend
I sit at the table and I don't know why
The Dealer gives me 5 cards
I take the cards not knowing what to do with them
The Dealer puts a card down
I follow suit
The Dealer laughs and takes both cards
Another card is played
I don't know why The Dealer put that card down
I follow suit again
The Dealer laughs and takes both cards
What does The Dealer know that I don't know?
What does The Dealer see that I don't see?
How does The Dealer know how to play a game that I don't know how to play?
Another game is played
The Dealer puts the card down
The Dealer glances at me
I can see the card
I see what is being dealt to me
I put my ca
A empty room
An unopened door
A clean bed
Tell me is this what solitude is about?
No one answering the phone
No footsteps
No emotion
Is this how solitude feels?
I'm all alone in this empty room
This white room
The phone just keeps on ringing but no one is there
I feel so empty
So alone
Innocent
Sweet
Curious
What is in that box?
Curiosity killed the cat
Stubborn
Intrigue
Why can't the box be opened?
Shock
Despair
Indifference
The box is opened
Pandora, Pandora
Why did you open the box?
Undone
Unraveled
You're now vulnerable
Chaos
Instability
Emotion
Its all exposed
Fate
Destiny
Hope
Its all that's left
The feel of your lips against mine
Your arm wrapped around me against the cold weather
Its hurts knowing you are not mine
I yearn for the day I can come in
As bittersweet as it is, i'm happy just being at your door
I see you at my door
Standing
Smiling
Listening
I open the door
But you are not coming in
As bittersweet as it is, i'm happy that you are at my door
Conversations exchanged
Interaction at its best
I wish you were mine
As bittersweet as it is, i'm happy we're trying to be friends
Time heals all wounds one has said
Patience is a virtue most have yet to find
How much time does one have?
As bittersweet as it is, I
Pain
Hurt
Indifference
This is the start of the end
Hollering
Crying
Shivering
This is how my heart feels
Clock ticking
Keys typing
Phone ringing
The sound of my heart breaking
Words being said
Emotions flowing
Saying good bye for one last time
This is my heart breaking
Crease after crease, it never ends
Curve after curve, it doesn't change
Its shape nor changes nor ends just like friendship
Round and round one goes not know where it will lead
When it all settles down, you are still in the same place
Is that where you want to be?
Do you think it will lead you somewhere?
Is that your happy place?
Circles big or small
Smooth or rough
No matter how many you make
They will always be around
Innocent
Sweet
Curious
What is in that box?
Curiosity killed the cat
Stubborn
Intrigue
Why can't the box be opened?
Shock
Despair
Indifference
The box is opened
Pandora, Pandora
Why did you open the box?
Undone
Unraveled
You're now vulnerable
Chaos
Instability
Emotion
Its all exposed
Fate
Destiny
Hope
Its all that's left
A empty room
An unopened door
A clean bed
Tell me is this what solitude is about?
No one answering the phone
No footsteps
No emotion
Is this how solitude feels?
I'm all alone in this empty room
This white room
The phone just keeps on ringing but no one is there
I feel so empty
So alone
I sit at the table and I don't know why
The Dealer gives me 5 cards
I take the cards not knowing what to do with them
The Dealer puts a card down
I follow suit
The Dealer laughs and takes both cards
Another card is played
I don't know why The Dealer put that card down
I follow suit again
The Dealer laughs and takes both cards
What does The Dealer know that I don't know?
What does The Dealer see that I don't see?
How does The Dealer know how to play a game that I don't know how to play?
Another game is played
The Dealer puts the card down
The Dealer glances at me
I can see the card
I see what is being dealt to me
I put my ca
Anger
Apprehension
Indifference
This is how I feel towards you
Why did you do what you did?
How could you do this to me?
What were you thinking?
This is what is going through my mind
Let it go
Move on
Forgive
This is what I have to do
I forgive you my friend
No matter what I do, its never enough
No matter what I say, its never enough
Actions don't speak louder than words
Progress is no such thing
I'm back to square one
Two steps forward
Two steps back
Why can't I just go forward?
All I want is consistency
What do I have to do for stability?
What do I have to say?
I love you but I want you to love me too.
I care for you.
I need you to know that.
Both of you.
Sleepless nights
Bring sleepless day
Etched with pain
And sorrow
Unending hours
Bring unending days
Sepereated by
Fresh lines of red
New scars fade
To match the old
Forever reminders of pain
And dark days of old
Old memories blend
With new
The past relived...
Again
The pain burns
Like alcohol on an open wound
It seaps through to every part of me
Like water through a cloth
It errodes the most painless memorries
Replacing them with tattered dreams
And lost hopes
The pain stings
Like a thousand wasps
It cradles me in its arms
Squeezing me til I am motionless,
Lifeless
It cuts through me
Like a rusty spoon,
Slowly, painfully
Ripping, trearing, destorying me
The pain sings
Constant reminders
That you did this to me
You- my best friend,
Used me for sex,
Betrayed our friendship,
My trust,
My love.
the pain screams
That you weren't alone
That I let myself be used
Let myself betray ou
With Me Wherever I Go by aoshi-shinomori-, literature
Literature
With Me Wherever I Go
Mountains roll out before me,
I look out across the horizon.
There is something in my heart,
Something I need, something I long for.
The paths lead to nowhere in particular,
Just to nature's resplendence.
Something still calls to me,
Yet there is nowhere to find it.
The rarities draw my attention from my goal.
Ruined buildings hold stories of old,
The weathered bricks strewn across the foundation,
The buildings structure depleted to reminiscence.
The grass upon the earth bright with life,
Contrasts the selfish grey sky.
The clouds hide the shining sun,
Keeping its brilliance to themselves.
I saunter on to a ridge,
Atop its pe
Walking in your door
Seeing you smile
Happiness is what I saw
Goodies in my box
Looking up and guess what I saw?
Happiness right in front of me
The look of your eyes
the smile on my face
Happiness is what I saw
Your arm wrapped around me
The sound of your voice
The touch of your hand
Your lips touching my skin
Happiness is what I have
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started kissing right away!